Ok, I know people sometime get down on their luck. I know that some really do need help or want help. But this is the third time my car has been broken into. So everyone knows, there is nothing to steal in my car. It really sucks that you can not have nice things in this world without someone trying to take them away from you. I love living in the city, I work hard...leave my shit alone! I know it is the cost of living in this world, you are going to get rolled. I just wish for all the...

Funny, when I used to be in management, there would be times that I knew in my heart I would have to let someone go. They just would not be right for the job. I had a friend who really needed a job, so I tried to help out. But as I have learned from Judge Judy, "no good deed goes unpunished." He was not able to get along with the team, said all the wrong things, was an outsider never able to find the door. Oh, plus he smelled funny, which did not help his case. I was the one who brought...

Ok, thank you for everyone who reads about my life. I love to hear your insites into things. Somethings a fresh pair of eyes can see things in a different light, that one could just never see. But also, I know my life truely is not too bad. Life really does not get me down, I am glad to have been given a chance to live. Seems another good friend's life has been put on hold. The internet company, Saten's Internet, the best ISP in hell, just fired a good friend of mine. But he kind o...

A lot has been going on. Funny how when something nice happens to you, others are not so lucky. The ripples from one's pain bring so much happines to others. At the leather bar where I work, one guy was fired due to the fact that he fucked up. The owners did not look so kindlyon him selling drugs or being fucked up behind the bar. He left, I got more shifts. I was able to leave my sucky day job...working as a slave selling internet over the phone. Also, as life would have it, one of th...

Life so far...i have lived in atlanta for about 11 years. I seem to always be single. I grew up in niagara falls new york. It is a long way aways. The area is so different. In atlanta I have no family, just friends. Like it that way. The other night at work, Ken Penrose came in. He and I knew each other in the falls. He and I had kind of kissed way back when. We have both lived here about the same amount of time. But we have seen each other about three times. I do not like my past...

Hey guys, Here I am again. Worked all weekend to make sure I had enough money for the car payment. But as life would have it, my dog needed to see the vet. Bing bam boom...and $300 dollars later, dog better - car not paid. I just picked up a few shifts at work, I am now working Wed, Fri, Sat, and Sun. Wed and sun are not as busy as I would like, but still more money than just two nights. I was working at Joi internet, what a mistake that was. I have never worked so many hours for su...

How the hell did I get here, that is something I seem to say a lot. I am a single gay white male living in Atlanta. As a child I was the smart one, easy to get along with, had a great future. But, as Julia Sweeny has stated...God said "ha". So, here I find myself at the end of my 30's, alone, shaved head, fat, not too fat mind you, but not perfect, working in a bar...gay bar...well, gay leather bar. Yeah, how did I get here.